You’ve rejected life, in the worst possible way. You’ve said no to adulthood and screwed everything in-between. You’ve hated yourself for a long time, haven’t learned anything, went back to zero.
You’ve lost against yourself, big time. You’ve denied your only chance to be better. You measure life with the wrong stick, you chew out your vulnerability with false currency.
Your last shot, in life.
What’s left for you?